Sad to see you so far away

I'm not sure why but I'm really sad about my friends departure. He left a while ago now but I just got sad about it out of the blue. Maybe it's because I know he's unhappy or maybe it's because I miss him. Maybe it's because we spent time recollecting and reminiscing or maybe it's because I miss his actual visit. All I know is that now I am sad and that is.. Sad. I wanna go back to the last night - not the stupid and irritating stuff, though - the moments of pure and real understanding and love between people who really don't know each other. I think that's why I'm saddest, because I feel so connected to someone who I don't even really know and it feels like no matter how much I want to learn about this person I haven't the time. If you know me you know that I love learning things about people. I love knowing favorite things like colors or candy or childhood memories, things you love or hate. What makes people tick. That sort of thing is so important to me, such a small bit of knowledge about someone can make all the difference in your friendship and the way you interact with the world. I just have so much warmth and love in my heart that I want to share - I wanna be everyone's best friend - and I think it gets me into trouble sometimes. I realized that no one else was asking questions like me and I wonder, "am I a wierdo?" I hope it's not weird to want to know things about the ones you love, even if you love them so dearly without having a whole lot of ground to love on. Such a weird thing, friendship. Just know I miss ya, friend.